I have never done this before, and as hard as it could be to ask for some of us, I have also learned throughout the years that it is okay to ask for help sometimes and put your pride aside.

I have been dealing with so many medical issues since August of 2024, and even though, I'm in treatment, every single day is still different, so I just take it like that, day by day, with faith and desire to keep improving with God's help and figure out everything else as I go.

But today I share some terrible news no parent wants to hear, the passing of a child. I am devastated, lost for words, too many emotions, numb and feeling helpless. As much as I know I can figure things out, I don't have the strength to do it on my own at the moment and I have gotten to a point where I feel the need to ask for help. I also do believe strongly in the power of prayer, healing, so all your prayers are much appreciated.

A piece of my heart is gone, a light has been turned off, nothing will ever be the same, but I will continue to be strong for my other kids because they still need me. I do have faith in God, I trust the process and I know he always has a plan for everyone, but I never in a million years expected these terrible news.

As a mother, you do anything and everything needed to handle things, even if they are on the other side of the country, but I also realize I cannot be superwoman all the time.

I respect my kids' privacy and their wishes, therefore, I don't share their photos in public. However, some of you know them, have seen them when they were little at the BMX track, among other places. I will not go in detail about the passing yet because it is very hard on my kids and myself. I do ask for some understanding during these times and I will share more as I go.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart!

-RC