My name is Rachel, and I’m reaching out because I am living in a toxic and abusive household. I sat on making one of these for awhile because I thought I could just handle everything and figure it out but I’m at a loss for what else to do. Every day, I live in constant fear—sometimes I even hesitate to leave my room just to use the bathroom, worried that an argument will start. I’m not even safe in my own room, and the stress has led to panic attacks so severe that I struggle to breathe and sometimes nearly throw up. My dad owns my car and uses it as leverage, making it hard for me to get food or go to work, and he refuses to help with even the most basic needs.

On top of this, I am grieving the loss of my little sister, who passed away in March 2024. The pain of losing her, combined with the ongoing abuse and instability at home, has made life feel overwhelming. I work a full-time job and have been trying to go back to school, but my living conditions make it nearly impossible to focus or move forward. I feel trapped and afraid that if things don’t change soon, I could lose my job or my mental health could get even worse.

I never imagined I would have to share so much of my life so openly, but I am left with little choice. I am asking for help so I can get my own car and a safe place to live—just having reliable transportation would mean I’m not stranded and can take care of myself I’m thinking the car above would be great or anything better I come to find. Your support would help me regain control of my life, find safety, and start to heal. Thank you for taking the time to read my story and for any help you can give.