Sorry to depress you, but Pip and I need your help

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It’s hard for me talk about Pippi without bringing up Matt and the girls. I normally don’t talk about my grief and trauma publicly anymore for many reasons, but mostly cuz they’re mine and it’s so deeply part of my soul it feels too vulnerable to share. However for you to fully understand what I am going through right now trying to fight for Pips life I feel it is only fair to share the full scope as Pip is more than my dog, my family, she has single handedly been my life line for the last 13 years. Emotional support dog is an understatement. The amount of tears I have cried while holding her, the space she held for Matt and I both during our darkest times was truly a gift from the gods. She deserves more than I can ever give her and my gratitude is beyond words.

I’m not good at asking for help, especially financially. I’m a worker, I like to work, I like to hustle, I like to be busy. But no matter how hard I hustle and work right now I don’t have the time to make the money to save Pips life. I have already borrowed and spent $10k and I need an additional $10k to pay for her surgery tomorrow. I get how insane that must sound to people that I would spend $20,000+ to save a 13 year old dogs life, but as you can see she is far more than that and even if it gives her an extra 6months, 1 year or 5years! Any amount of time more with her is worth it to me as I know the feeling of the forever goodbye too well. The longing to hold , smell, touch, feel, be with someone you love just one more time.

I know we are mostly all struggling right now and to even ask during holiday season feels horrible for me, but if you have $1, $5, $20 , $100 anything helps and is appreciated

Please keep sending the prayers and love our way. I’m sorry if I haven’t responded to you all, but I appreciate the messages. As you can imagine I am an absolute wreck.

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