help pay for my sons embalming

Hi my name is stephenie and I am a senior, living on a pension. I need a little help. My son died Thursday at the age of 41 with his 4 year old son by his side. He was a single dad living on disability assistance, who loved his son dearly and always put him first. Unfortunately drugs took his life. He was my middle child always into mischief called me Mamma Bear, called me often and visited when he could. I love him dearly. I am talking to the Ministry and  they will pay for the Cremation and urn for his ashes up to $200, not for the Embalming, death certificate, flowers, or casket for veiwing. I really want to  see him and say goodbye, I don't see him and my grandson a lot as I live in the Interior and he lives on the coast. With what's been going on over the last year with Covid and all the fires we have had it has made it next to impossible to travel . At this time I need to go to the coast to say goodbye and bring my sons ashes back home with me. I am going to drive down to the coast on Friday January 14th with luck and go to the funeral home for a viewing on Wednesday all going well. I am hoping to be able to see my grandson, I am hurting so much for him, his daddy was his idol, he was his daddy best buddy. Please if you can see it in your heart to help I would really appreciate it. Any money that I do not use I will donate to a charity that helps family have have a loved one that has passed from drugs. I will give you all updates. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT.                                                                 Will be on my way with my daughter tomorrow(Saturday) driving down to the coast. Still a little more talking with the funeral home Monday and the Ministry, I will keep everyone updated on what's going on.