Help Paige Honor Baby Noah with Memorial Tattoo

My name is Paige Larsen , on 1.20.24 i brought another beautiful life into the world with my best friend Autumn an on 8.6.24 my baby boy Noah Theodore at six months old unexpectedly passed away in his sleep . 8.6.24 I spent the whole day holding my baby at the hospital for the last time hoping an begging him to wake up an begging god for this to just be a horrible dream until the ME had to take him at 6pm . I watched them wheel Noah out of the room on a hospital bed an that is when it finally hit me , this is not a dream , I will never see my baby grow up , I will never be able to snuggle him an sing to him his favorite country music again , I will never be able to hug an kiss him again , I will never be about to look at him or walk up to him or pick him up an see his huge smile he would always give me again , I will never be able to play or feed him again - everything is just a memory now . So many birthdays an holidays I will never share will him . On 8.9.24 I said my final goodbyes to Noah at the funeral home . His father , my soon to be ex husband I left him when I was 19wks pregnant with Noah because he put his hands on me for the 100th time an I told myself that was the last time he will ever hurt me or the kids , he is also an alcohoic an has a very long list of drugs he has done throughout the yrs . Nobody should have to face the battles I have , no parent should have to say goodbye forever to their child . My world completely fell apart when Noah passed , it will never be the same . So many of you have asked how you could help me an I told you there is only one thing I want an nobody can give me it . That is still true but now I ask you if you could donate so I can get a memorial tattoo done for Noah . I think this will bring me a tiny bit of comfort . I have been thinking of ways of stuff I can do for Noah to help the grieving process an this is my second step , the first is grief consoling which I am in . If you can spare anything to help my goal of 500$ I would greatly appreciate it . I had to edit this because I did not realize when I first made this gofundme that they take out a cut for them of every donation made . The tattoo itself is 500$ . Thank you everybody for your help in reaching my goal .