This is a hard thing to do, I am absolutely desperate though. Trust me when I say that I feel every ounce of embarrassment and shame.

I recently lost my job back in July due to not being eligible for long-term disability for my seizures. My neurologist wanted me to have a special test done that requires a hospital stay to monitor for those seizures. The referral for the test was sent back in July of this year, but I just got the call to set up the appointment for January 2026.

I have been trying to dash during the week to try and make some money, but it seems this area doesn’t have the high demand like a city would. I am doing my best, can’t dash at night time because of the seizures so that doesn’t help.

My mom is currently on disability, so she has a fixed income, and I currently have no steady income.

At this point, I am absolutely desperate. I am behind on all of my bills, and I just really need some help keeping up with bills and groceries until we figure out why I am having these seizures. Hopefully, within the first couple of months of 2026, I will be able to find a work-from-home job again.

Anything truly helps. This is an embarrassing situation for me, in which I feel like a total failure.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.