First and foremost I never thought I’d be doing this and to be honest I’m ashamed.

My posts as rare as they are seem like a fairytale to some when in reality things haven’t been that great.

My Rheumatoid Arthritis has cam back. I’ve pretty much lost the use of my thumb on my dominant hand. I’ve missed work because of it. That and (I know everyone deals with loss) my brother passing a year ago I’ve been struggling. I need physical and mental help. I’m close to losing my apartment, job and everything I’ve worked for. Friends I’m at a loss. I know times are tough so I expect nothing. I’m just trying to hold on to sanity, my family and a roof over my head. Smallest donation would save my butt. Love you all.