Help Overcome Medical Complications and Financial Strain

Warning, kind of..no, it actually is a long post.

Im back in the hospital again smh. I specifically got told I had to stay so long last time, so I wouldn't have to come back..sike. Idk if anyone ever noticed but im the most stubborn person and patience is not in my vocabulary. Im a medical mystery, as one nurse agreed with me. The only good thing is that I wont be here long and can still work, as they are just replacing my drain.

I will never trust ACMC again. This is the reason why it took me 6 years to even go. Dr was mad at me for ripping my stitches out on accident and being far from gentle, ripped the rest of the drain out of my abdomen today. He didnt even tell me he was doing it. (Too much of it came out d/t the stitches). He used the word complications, no you screwed up. So, as I write this my shit is filling up with bile, with no way to drain it.

I'm not going into any details but the surgeon has a theory and even though it's rare, if he's right, bro shouldn't be operating on people. This CT without the drain in, will prove or disprove this theory. I know only a few will understand or even care to read all of this but it was only supposed to be a simple cholecystectomy. Even with normal "complications," It should not lead up to what I will have to experience next month. Now I have two huge hospital bills ( no insurance) that wouldnt of been needed. Ive had to miss plenty of work because of this. I have no idea how im going to survive financially at all. Hospital bills, rent, food, car payment, all my boys sports etc. The fact I can't even pick up laundry off of the floor to wash because it's painful to even bend over is just crazy to me. I seriously dont think its even possible to live at this point and I don't even know where to even start trying. I definitely cant do it by myself. Like do I have to sell everything I own just to feed my family?. The depression is real. In 6 weeks to 3 months I have to have an additional surgery to fix the bile duct which will consist of removing part of my small intestine to connect to the liver, that will put me off work an additional 2 weeks minimum as long as i don't have any complications. I really hate asking anyone for help but at this point I have to swallow my pride and ask for any donations to make sure myself and children don't become homeless!