Help Nyasha Recover from Bipolar Episode Debt

My name is Nyasha and I live with Bipolar 1 disorder. I am humbly asking for monetary support to recover financially from a 3-month hypomanic episode. As a mother of one, living alone with my baby in a house I purchased during this episode, I am in severe credit card debt - 20k to be exact. I have been freely giving money to others in need during this time, picking up $100-$300 restaurant tabs and donating generously to any and all GoFundMes I have seen. I've been justifying my purchases as needs for myself and my baby. Now, I've racked up debt I cannot afford to pay back while also paying my mortgage and HOA fees, all while full-time parenting my breastfeeding baby and working a full-time job. I missed the signs of the severity of my condition. The last 7 days of sobriety combined with having Covid, and the ensuing deathly high blood sugars I've been having (also a type 1 diabetic) have brought to my awareness the urgency of my crisis. I am actively engaging in psychiatric evaluation and will be working with my medical team to stabilize my mental health. I am doing my best to care for myself and my baby, and I am surrounded by emotional support from my angels on earth - my sisters (friends), mother, brother, and partner. I need financial support.

This crisis was avoidable, but I was unable to fully see the signs when I was in the depths of the episode. I am fully responsible for the debt I am in, and I am now paying the price. If you have it in your heart to share or donate, I would deeply appreciate it.

Deepest gratitude. And all praise to the Most High.

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