Help Nelly Escape an Abusive Situation

Hello I'm Mirikitanikatt but my name is Nelly and someone I'm close to said I should make a GoFundMe to be able to get out of an abusive situation but I didn't think I was worth it.

12 minute Youtube video where I talk about it

But somehow, here I am. I really do want to get out of the place I'm living at currently since I got physically hurt over wanting to make food with frozen veggies. I already don't have a bedroom door since he ripped it off the hinges last year. Been using a painting canvas as a baby gate to have some privacy. It was supposed to be temporary he said, that he would fix the door. My canvas is now falling apart and it was supposed to be a painting so I can make extra cash.

He holds over my head that I make no money yet knows my fears about ICE currently in FL. I make jewelry and stream online to try to make some ends meet while staying safely at home. It doesn't really help but I have to do something!

NGL I don't know what to write here. I still don't think I'm worth the effort. Others need more help than I do. The video I made on my TikTok where I am crying, it was just me venting, I was tired of feeling so alone. I haven't really told anyone what I've been going thru. So I've been silently suffering for a while. Just putting on a smile like nothing is happening. I figured it doesn't hurt to try tho so here I am making this. Maybe I do think I'm worth it after all, idk.