I hate asking for help, but many of you felt more comfortable helping towards a GoFundMe, and I'm just not in a position to ask why because I don't have much time to get this done while having strep throat and possibly now bronchitis and horrible side effects from the meds. I'd say this is past the point of caring if I have to make a GoFundMe or not.

So here's what I'm starting with, just rent. I have till 11/8 to pay both months or they file for eviction. This has been every month, every other month for the last several months, and it's been exhausting on my stress and health. I'm just starting with rent because above all else, I don't want to have to figure out moving alongside everything else WHILE sick.

Rent is $2835 ($1417 for November).

a couple fans split one month so I have THIS MONTH still to cover!

I'm leaving rent on the list because I'm going to be behind for next month now that I'm seeing how behind I am...and I just don't wanna have to do this at the beginning of next month too.

This is my main goal, but if I only hit this, I'm still going to be behind, and I don't really want to get to the end of this month doing this AGAIN...

Utilities $70.49 by 11/14, shut off by the 5th/6th (whenever they send someone actually out).

Phone $288.40 by 11/16.

Car insurance $130 by 11/10.

Health insurance $61.62 by 11/3.

Home total with rent is $3385.

Now let's talk kitties. I need to get the babies adopted out, but no one will take them without their shots and being fixed, so

UPDATE: Cozy Cat offered to cover the spay and neuters NO CHARGE, so all I need to cover is their shots!! 

5 kittens need to be fixed with shots.

$85 spay for 4 kittens ($340) (COVERED)

$65 neuter for 1 (COVERED)

$28 rabies for all 5 ($140).

I already flea-treated them.

Kitten total for all care is $140

Last, if I genuinely get all of this covered, it would be nice to catch up on my business as well (Miss Faye). That way, I don't keep losing links/platforms sharing ability, which costs me a lot of money in the long run. I unfortunately signed myself up a couple of years ago when I was doing a lot better for yearly/every couple of year plans, and they are expensive. I lose features if I change them now and will end up paying more for less if I lose these.

Main site (Miss Faye) paid every 2 years.

$900.90 (already past due) for website fees + running.

This also includes past due fees as well; this isn't the usual cost.

Weeble + Wobble paid yearly.

$373.23 (already past due).

My Merch Shop paid yearly.

$373.23 (already past due, same type of plan as Weeble and Wobble).

Discord monthly.

$54.99 by 11/4 (they shut my custom link off, and people can't find the server).

Business fee total is (Jesus Christ fr) $1702.35.

I also have 2 therapy appointments every month that run $125 a session.

Next one is this week.

I do so much for so many around me and it's cost me so much in the long run from people who take advantage of that and while I still want to care for my community, I think it's time I ask for help in return. This is a LOT I know, but I would give anything to be back on my feet, working regularly, and able to do more community care again. It's what I love and I know it's needed right now. So, help me get back to helping you?