Help Needed for April Rent and Bills

As mentioned, I really, truly hate doing this. It makes me feel, well, not great.

When I got back to New York in January, I was told I'd be taking a break from my job for the rest of the month due to budget cuts. It's now March, and seems unlikely. I don't qualify for unemployment like last year since I was labeled a non-employee.

Freelance work this month has been slow and painful. I had a full-time one-week babysitting job get canceled after the regular nanny was actually available. I've interviewed and received rejection after rejection or just radio silence.

Long story short, this has been the worst year of my life so far, and I'm hoping it just gets better soon.

As of right now, I don't have nearly enough to make April 1st rent and bills, and so, truly anything would help. I'm also really hoping I won't have to do one of these again. Thank you so much <3