Help Ndidi & Kids not lose It All & Press Forward

I’m Ndidi and I t’s always been really hard for me to ask for help until I find my back against the wall because I was raised in a household where I pretty much got in trouble for asking for anything. If it wasn’t given to me I wasn’t supposed to have it...but I’m unlearning that toxic belief that was forced upon  me especially as I’ve realized how narcissistic the two who enforced that truly are as they have again put me in another bad spot and just left me here. 

In the past two months I thought somehow I’d be able to stay with them & figure out my new place.  What actually happened was I stayed there and my anxiety spiraled out of control. I kept getting sick I was unable to work for 2 1/2 weeks due to physical manifestations of my anxiety. They took issue with my job itself they’d regularly talk loudly,  argue at me & make all types of noises while I was working and I’m supposed to try to make it sound like I’m in an office setting though I work from home.  I almost lost my job; I ended up on probation twice back to back but I managed not to get fired. I’ve drastically cut back on all my other side gigs as to my parents it wasn’t real work. So overall my income dropped as I tried to please them in order to maintain a place to stay.

I’m seeking help to get our belongings from storage (public storage will auction our things off by August unless they have receive payment in full) and find a safe place to reside as I have no place currently and my stay at the hotel currently ends tomorrow afternoon. Additionally I don’t have a car to stay in as I was involved in a car accident yesterday. 

Im just in dire need of any contributions or help that can be provided toward this endeavor all help is already so heavily appreciated.

Thank you again,

Ndidi Ekpenuma