OK, i am going to be trying this again, but without the help of the gofundme's a.i. thing.

I have been mentally and verbally trying to sort out everything, as well as build up the courage to further explain. i am also typing this up on our old laptop as well. Originally, i had used my phone. anyways, enough blabbering.

Hello,

My name is Jaclyn, and i am making this gofundme because my son and i really need help.

I am just going to overshare, because that what i feel is better.

I wish that we didn't need to make one of these, but we really need help.

I keep praying and hoping for some kind of miracle, but I'm scared. We are about to lose our home and everything and this time, i have absolutely no control over the situation, no nothing.

I had to quit working due to my health and a massive amount of surgeries, and emergency surgeries.

We ran out of my savings a few months ago, and i don't receive enough from disability to make up for our other bills and rent.

but our main concern is our rent. We do have a plan going forward, but its been taking so long it is ridiculous.(I am sorry, i am getting upset.)

Anyways, I dont know how to do this or what you want to hear. so i am just going to write like im venting to a friend or just like i am talking to God.

here is a lineup of everything, all of our bills and what is owed

rent is past due now $4,000 as of this month, we are just hoping and praying to come up with 5,000 if possible.

My son, FINALLY, after so long of trying to find and get a new birth certificate and social because stuff was lost when we moved to take care of my grandparents, once he graduated we tried the school, everything to at least obtain a copy and his social to at least try and obtain his id and get him his background check.

once we did, the dmv gave us the run around. they didnt want to do it without an appointment and they took forever to give him an appointment, he now finally has one on the 10th, as soon as he gets his legal id, he has a couple of jobs lined up. but first he needs his cali id and his background check to obtain and start working.

anyways a breakdown, im unable to put proof of the bills up here, so ill have to do it from my phone once im able to get them all in order and recieve copies.

rent(past due): $4,000 as of this month(Nov 1st)

storage(past due and currently stuck with because we cant afford to move the rest of our stuff, we were originally going to move it and sell everything that we could, but we cant afford the rental truck or someone to help us move the stuff inside): $494.50 (we will be hit with another late fee on the 10th., i beliveve it is a $20 late fee. its on lien notice now, i forgot when the auction is set for.)

cell phone(past due, i was able to make a partial payment.) $297.65 its only that high because of the recent late fees.

i do have to pay out of pocket for some of my important/specialist and meds. but i always make sure that those are up to date because i wouldnt be here. those are very important.

our internet, they made a payment plan with me, but when they messed up on the payment plan thing, they offered and did pay it almost up to date to make up for what happened, plus make up for all the incidents because the person who installed it didn't set it up correctly. so that's up to date and not a worry.

as i stated though, our only concern is our rent. i wish for help with everything. especially because we need new tires, breaks, and an oil change. but i don't want to ask for to much help. im not even sure how much those 2 things will cost at the moment. and i dont want to worry about them.

if youd like to ask or know anything, please feel free to ask or talk to me? ill go over this later and update the bills later. it might not be until tomorrow or the next day. i have a really important specialist follow up tomorrow that i am not looking forward to.

The pictures posted where my sons choice. he thinks i look funny after my most recent emergency surgery. i do, he is right about that. that was really not a fun night or time.

anyways, im going to take a break. i just re did this whole thing to the best of my abilities right now and im really tired. i think they give you guys a way to privately contact me, i could be wrong. ill check. unless idk. im sorry.

have a blessed day. thank you and god bless