Hi, I'm MsAsh!

I feel worthless, and I don't know what to do. I have applied to over 300 jobs, even local jobs that simply won't interview or hire me. I was laid off from my games job in April 2024 and have not found full-time work since. I have an extensive portfolio and great experience, but it doesn't seem to be enough.

I survived last year with my sponsorships and doing ridesharing.

I no longer have those long-term sponsorships, and I still have not found work.

I have NO funds. I've hit the point of 0$ in my bank account.

I take care of myself and my mama, who has chronic pain and is disabled. I have been comfortable all these years, but so much has happened in my life that has put a lot of strain on me financially.

I don't know what to do anymore. I feel lost. Helpless. I hate to be in this position, especially during May, for St. Jude fundraising. I will have to start fundraising later in the month or later in the year. As you know I am VERY passionate about fundraising.