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Help Milan with intensive healing.

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Hello, this is my desperate attempt to get into a therapy program as soon as possible.
If I can receive any help at all that would allow me to get into this program sooner rather than later it would be life changing for me in so many ways. 

I am so, so, so exhausted with trying to heal on my own. I need help. This is an intensive program in Knoxville that I’ve been looking into that uses a unique combination of Trauma focused therapies (EMDR & Brainspotting), with effective skills development (DBT, CBT and Experiential Activities) in order to assist you to reconnect with your inner strengths and regain control.

This is residential treatment, which means I will check in and complete a program specifically designed for me. Unfortunately all of the money is due upfront.
This is a more aggressive and efficient way to process overwhelming and unprocessed life experiences. It also focuses on breaking the cycle of negative thinking, and developing healthy coping behaviors.
Intensives are effective with most problems as it targets the foundation of its development and reconsolidates maladaptive (negative) beliefs and behaviors into more adaptive (positive) ones.
This will target my PTSD, anxiety, depression, anger issues, self esteem, night terrors, self sabotage, my negative thought process and so much more. It would benefit myself and those around me so much. I am so tired of being so manic all the time. I can’t do it much longer. 


The program is $9,000 and I just know that I need to start soon. I am fighting myself every day and I am so over it. I really do want to live a good life, I’m doing everything I can but it doesn’t feel like enough because my brain is wired against me. Attacking me constantly with nightmares, thoughts of suicide, flashbacks & intrusive thoughts. That’s it. Do you know how hard it is to battle this 24hours a day? I cry every day because I cannot understand. I do not want to die. I want to move on from it all. It’s been scary.
Anything helps.

Please, there’s no need to reach out. I need a professional, I want to move on & feel better. That’s it. So bad. 
I appreciate you so much. Thankyou. 
This was hard to write. 

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Milan Elizabeth Marak
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Knoxville, TN

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