Hi, I’m Michelle Bolinger. I lost my son, Dante Gianni Skylar—my sweet GG—to suicide on March 9th, 2025. He was my whole heart, and since his death, I’ve been living with traumatic grief, PTSD, panic, and deep depression.

The pain has been so overwhelming, I had to leave my job as a school counselor. I do not have insurance coverage for the treatment I need.

Ketamine treatment has been shown to help people with treatment-resistant grief and trauma. It won’t erase the pain, but it may help me survive. I’m asking for help covering:

- Ketamine Infusion Series at Paradigm in Medford: $2,400–$4,800

- Maintenance Boosters: $400–$800 each

I’m not trying to “move on” from my son. I’m trying to stay alive. If you’ve ever loved someone so much they felt like your heart walking around this planet, please consider donating or sharing.

Thank you for seeing me. Thank you for seeing Gianni.

“I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always.

As long as I’m living, my baby you’ll be.”

—Michelle Bolinger

Forever Gianni’s Mom