Help Melodie get home care

We were just in the beginnings of starting the next chapter of our life together..in a matter of seconds, those dreams were shattered. Though temporary, people may say, too much will be lost in between. In case you don’t know..while busily spending our last full week weekend together in our Long Island home, our lives changed in a matter of seconds. As I walked inside our gated community, I was plowed down by a an suv, erratically turning, going directly through a stop sign with her head turned the opposite way. Eric was packed up , ready to move up to the area in which we were supposed to be living in, to our soon to be dream home, coming home only on a few weekends until our house closes and we begin our new life together. Will my fractured tibia heal..eventually yes...I wish I knew what God’s plan was for us..because we see no way out. It’s not the medical bills..those will be paid for by her insurance...it’s too many factors to allow us to have the life we waited so long for..that Eric worked so very hard for, after too many years of turmoil and unhappiness. Though I deeply believe in a higher power, this isn’t about God and how he will care for us..but I must believe what we have waited for, for years was not to be taken away from us , when we worked so hard as a team to achieve it. Eric must leave in less than a week to start his job if he will keep it..a job he has worked so hard for, that I am so very proud of him having earned it...but the love we share doesn’t allow him to leave me with no care...for me..and our pets. People say, hire a caregiver..hundreds of dollars a week to do that, yet if we had Medicaid, we’d get one for free. Such a corrupt world where people perfectly healthy and fit collect welfare, but we are entitled to nothing. This isn’t about feeling sorry for myself..I know that I need to be on disability for quite awhile, but do what for money in the meanwhile..I can’t stand, walk any distance or drive..and that will remain for a time too long to think of. My heart aches for this man I love so much...who has done everything humanly possible for me, for us...but he lays awake at night not knowing what miracle can help us. This cannot be God’s plan to lose a new house, a job, etc, especially for someone like my husband who grew up with the short end of the stick always. God please hear our prayers...we need this break in our lives..he cared for my ailing parents, knowing me only for a short time and continues to care for me, each and every day. ..but he must be able to know I’m safe and being cared for, along with our cats. We need a miracle