I’m 19 got diagnosed with cancer Ewings Sarcoma 20 days ago, all started with mid back pain couldn’t sleep, went in for a lung biopsy woke up couldn’t feel my legs, had a emergency operation where they decompressed my spine t4-t9 (7cm tumor) vertebrae, the compression where it went between my vertebrae was on t7/t8 (2cmx2cm). Woke up couldn’t feel nothing under my nipples. I have a 4cm metastasis in my right lung and 3/4 2mm ones on my left lung and a 3cm primary tumor in my chest wall between my ribs. Honestly it isn’t the cancer that weakens me mentally it’s more the legs, I gained sensation i have basic reflexes still can’t move my legs, life and cancer would be 100 times easier if only i could use my legs. Even if i do and WILL be cured from cancer i don’t know is life worth living not being able to walk. The first 10 days i saw the most improvement every sensation hot cold, could guess every spot when you touch me, now after my first chemo and radiation everything slowed down even got worse in my opinion. Thank you everyone that actually read this.