Loren's justice & Last Wish. Ricky's Vet Bill.

Hi, I am James Allison.

My partner Loren took her own life. I found her in the garage. I smashed through the roller door to get her down to try & save her.

The Ambos found a faint pulse, she was rushed to hospital. She was in ICU for 7 days on life support. CT scans showed irreversible damage to her brain. She passed away on the 4/1/25.

It has been a very traumatic & emotional time for myself. I miss her so much. The family court of Australia has a lot to answer for.

They destroyed Loren & her son's relationship due to the most bias & fraudulent pyshc assesment that was paid for by her ex. I've heard the recording of the physiologist interview & when matched against the report submitted to the family court, the bias & fraud against Loren is disgraceful. There are complete misquotes & mistakes throughout the entire report. The complete opposite to what Loren has said in the interview has been published in this report. It truly is disgusting. I have reported this to the relevant agency's. But it will take a lot of time & money to be able to get her justice. Loren sent me over 50 msgs, screenshots & recordings containing all her court documents & evidence in the Hours before she took her own life. I can only assume this was her wish, that I would continue her fight for justice.

I want to honour that as best I can. Something that was too painful for her to continue.

She was not even allowed to see her son on Christmas Day. This absolutely broke her. She was the most beautiful, nurturing mother. Her bond with her son was magical. For Christmas she really wanted to get her son a Mongoose BMX. She showed me the exact one she wanted to get him. I want to honour her last wish & purchase the BMX she so desperately wanted to get for her son & give it to him with love from his Mum.

As you can imagine, I am severely traumatised & my life has been flipped on it's head. I am struggling everyday to come to terms with this tragedy. Through it all, my cat Ricky has been an amazing comfort & support for myself. Since it happened, at any opportunity, Ricky has wanted to jump up and lay on my chest, something he has never done in the past. I had to rush Ricky to the vet yesterday. I've noticed him struggling to pee in the last few days, also larthagic & not himself. The vet said Ricky has a blockage in his bladder.

She asked me if something had recently changed at home,

to cause him stress or if someone new had moved in?

I informed him about Loren's passing & how Ricky had been comforting me non stop ever since. She said that cats absolutely know when there owners are under duress, that's why he's been wanting to sit in my chest, to try and regulate my heart beat & blood pressure, using his purring to do so. She said when cats (especially in males) are stressed and/or trying to calm there owners stress, crystals form in there urine which can then block there bladder.

It's serious & life threatining.

Ricky had to have surgery yesterday to unblock him & a cavitar put in to help him pee.

It went well but he was a naughty boy last night and pulled it out (Dad did the same thing when he was in hospital) They have to put another one in Ricky today and he will be in the Vet hospital for another 2 or 3 days. If you got to this point I thank you. I know its a lot to get through. I am unable to work at this time as my recovery is going to be a long & I have to be patient. Loren, her son & my cat Ricky mean the absolute world to me. I wish to fight for some justice for Loren with the family court. I want to honour Loren's last wish & get the BMX for her son. And I want to give Ricky the best care & support @ the vet as us required. As he has given me the best support and care as well. All of this is going to cost thousands, funds I just don't have. So please, donate what ever you can. Every last $ will help and be very much appreciated, at such a tough and trying time.

Thank you so much ~ Jum.