Help me to chase my broken Dreams

Hi my youtube name is Podda,Im a Content creater and I was doing it for almost 4 Years.I was strugling during covid as I lost my Job.So I had to sell my camera gear to survive. Now I wanna get back to what I was doing but Im unable to afford a camera and other accessories.Im planing to buy a second hand camera and a computer with this money and hope you guys can help me with what you have to chase my dreams back . Just wanna thanks in advance. Be safe now.