This isn't very easy for me to do. The last few months for me have been an absolute hell, and I know I'm usually much more capable and responsible. Recently, I've hit my limit.

I've always been a depressed person, but I've managed to pull through enough at least, but now I've been abandoned by someone who I thought was going to be my life partner. Someone close to me, too young to go, has committed suicide at the age of seventeen. My father nearly followed him and as sent to the hospital for it. I've lost my job, and with it, the closest thing I had to friends. It took me a while, but I finally found a job, and I thought I was finally going to put myself back together.

It's too little too late.

I'm nearly three entire months overdue on my rent now, and I'm so close to pulling myself back together. There's just no way I could make this kind of money fast enough. Not without help.

I'm far from any place close to home. My family lives miles from me and even if I did forfeit and moved in elsewhere, I'm told I'd have to give up my pets to do it. They've gotten me through so much. Rocket, my cat, was found cold and skinny to the point of his ribs being visible when he was found as a kitten. I'm all he knows. I can't do that to him. I can't leave him behind.

Even if it's only a dollar's worth, it'd at least make my fight through this just a little bit easier. I've worked so hard. I'm so close to being okay again, I can't fail now. Please. Anything helps.