
Can you help Sammi back on her feet?
Hello, I am Sammi and I am a 25 year old female. I am looking to get any help I can to get back on my feet and out of debt. First I want to explain my debt has accurred not from pleasures but from trying to stay on my feet. I've used it to buy myself food, pay some bills, and for transportation for work. My story is a bit rough, and I am sorry. When I was just a child, from ages of about 3 till 6, I was (I'm sorry) molested and raped as a child. The man did not go to jail until 10 years later because the courts would not believe me as a kid. This has truly made me struggle with many things in life, but I pursue.. after this, my mother made me take care of my brother and sister. I worked from a very young age providing food for them and myself. I left at 18 to my own apartment with a boy, who as soon as we got the apartment lost his job leaving me to support us both. Getting myself a car so I could get to work, buy the food and pay the bills and rent, all of it.. I was unable to save anything, living paycheck to paycheck working multiple jobs. This man ended up beating me, destroying my property, and the cops wouldn't help me at all. I finally got a concussion and was taken away by the police, but they arrested me not him, not allowing me to go to the hospital after displaying Clear signs of a severe concussion. I called the police to help me but they spoke to him and changed their mind.. I have really been drained not just emotionally but financially. I individually supported myself, him, a dog, and several cats he would not give up, working multiple jobs at once and coming out with no savings. I escaped that relationship and was doing well, got myself out of debt felt better, then I got into another relationship that was once again, abusive. It drained me of all my savings trying to get away. He stole 2 months worth of rent from me, Prevented me from retrieving my stuff after he chased me down with his car, causing himself to be in an accident. I left after that and he decided to change the locks and refused to cooperate. I am currently living in a basement barely able to pay for rent bills and food, let alone able to save anything. I eat maybe once a day, all my money goes towards the rent, trying to pay off my credit cards that are maxed out because I had nothing to fall back on, and I feel like I'm in a despairing loop. My bank account is at zero, but my credit cards are high. I spend my money trying to get to and from work, yes I do work full time but I am still unable to get myself out of this rut. I've lost 25 lbs in 3 months, because of the abusive relationships I have ptsd, depression, and induced ocd, so I also have to now pay for medical expenses for medications and therapy which I cannot afford. All I wish for is to get out of this hole, and be able to support myself. Move out of this basement room and be able to actually live. I don't believe this is remotely possible until I an pay out my debt, it's a never ending loop. I make just enough to buy a meal a day, pay the rent and my bills. I pay off some of the card but have to still use that money to buy food. It's never ending and I'm so overwhelmed and I am so sorry to ask anyone to donate me money, but I have been struggling since 18 on my own, no help from my parents, and I know that with the help of some truly amazing people.. I can get back on my feet. My goal is to get out of the debt run I am in, so I can support myself once again. I am a very giving person.. but I now have nothing left to give. I have a heavy heart and a sad soul. I am so sorry for this long story.. and I appreciate any help I get. I never thought I would be asking people for money to help me get back on my feet, but it really is what it has come to now. I am so sorry but so grateful to anyone who helps me.