I'm an unemployed software engineer in Orlando. I am forty years old. I just lost my 13th job in 20 years. The job market is horrible. My family has been hit hard by issues in the housing market, and now their business is suffering. They are having a hard time keeping me afloat. I've been reaching out to friends for help as well. Time is running out now. I'm entering my 3rd moth of unemployment. My benefits still have not kicked in. My 12th job almost ended my life, twice. They said they would put down my resignation as "Decided to seek employment elsewhere." My guess is that taking on the responsibility of giving someone permission to unalive themselves would be bad PR for them.

My monthly expenses keep increasing. My family is working hard, but we are getting just about nowhere. Networking events, job fairs, online job boards, recruiters and so many others are turning up nothing. I started a sub stack to publish my story. It is dark and has no happy ending. I hope there will be one, but I doubt it.

I've been abused by an ever evolving and dangerous system. On March 16th, I felt a presence like no other. I was given one command - Do something. I've been obfuscating and coding my words in case I'm being watching. I believe something can be done, but it requires more action than ever before. I've been asking for help with a problem that "Intersects The Dark Triad, Chaos Theory and Quantum Physics." A few people answered the call, but most did not.

This fund is only to help me keep going. I plan on liquidating my 401k to keep me going as well. Thankfully it will help me keep going, but I need help until the funds arrive. I cannot keep relying on my contacts to help me. Even they are suffering.

I know I'm fighting a losing battle. I know that this information was already available to everyone. Unfortunately, the world has sided with those that keep this system going. I know the odds are against me and I will not succeed, but I will have to try. Historians will know that there were some of us who chose to act. Journalists will publish this information after I've failed. If you are reading this, please keep carrying the torch. I cannot do it alone.

If the system is toppled, I see the following happening. Diseases will be cured. War will end. Everyone will be happy. Nobody will starve. Everyone will get the medical care they need. Climate change will end. Criminals will be prosecuted. Financial insecurity will end.

Again, I do not see a path forward to succeed. I need to keep on living. If you can help, thank you. If you cannot, it's okay. Thanks and stay safe out there.