My grandma, who raised me and was my guardian for a good chunk of my childhood, is in the hospital with severe kidney issues. We need to see each other in case the worst happens. She was the only one who believed in me as an artist and encouraged me to go to school for art. She was convinced that I would be extremely successful as a comic artist and animator. She said when I make it big, I would buy her a little house with a porch so that she could drink her coffee with her animals. I failed at being successful, and I failed at getting her a house that she deserves. I don't want to fail being able to see her when she needs me.