Help me save my dream and my life.

My dream was crushed thursday the 8th of September. For those that know me know the last couple years have been just crud, lost my mom last year on mothers day, then found my step dad has cancer. And while fighting the bank for the house my husband and i got covid, and on the 25th of January I lost my love after bein 45 days in the hospital. But i kept going kept fight dealing with lawyers on the house and banks, doing everything i can to try and do the dream he wanted to see me do and after all the working out the little things and fixes i was finally gonna get out to gridlife and run, but then otw, a pos driver decided to turn at last second while traffic was slowing causing be to be unable to slow down quick enough, totaling my truck, trailer and the race car. OHP found me not at fault but the guy who caused it ran. Its been a sorry ass couple years and i basically lost it all. I truly just wanted to do this and the but the world seems have deemed me cursed. At this point i dont have a vehivle what so ever, and i dnt have the means to fix this so im turning to the fans and to the track family all my friends and asking to please help me get my baby back and recover from this