Help me release my original music (home studio)

Hi My name is Crawford, I'm 45 years old and have been a singer and musician for most of my life.

I have struggled with severe depression and anxiety for most of my adult life and have gone through some real tough times, throughout it all the one thing that has gotten me through is my music, it has been a lifeline, therapy and almost like a friend, the one constant in my life.

I am desperate to produce my own tracks from home and try and release some of my own creations, I have struggled with feelings of failure and inadequacy, but recently some positive response from friends and audiences at local gigs I have performed have given me the impetus to feel ready to have belief in my own music.

The one thing that now stands in my way is the funds to be able to pursue this properly that is why I have made this page to try and fund obtaining the equipment I need to make this a reality.

Music is the only thing I've ever been good at it's the one thing that makes me feel whole and normal so to have this opportunity to release my own music would not only be a boost to my confidence but it would also be therapeutic for my mind and soul, any help anyone can offer would be more than gratefully received

I would be looking to use any funds raised to purchase a computer and monitors for producing the music, a digital audio workstation, a midi controller, a studio mixing desk controller and the software required for recording.

I have added a link to my Facebook music page so that you can see some examples of me Singing and to hopefully show that I have the talent to make this a reality with your help

Thank you

My music page