Hi. My name is Jelena and I'm from Croatia but i had to put Germany because my country is not on the list. I've had about 10 heart surgeries, I have a pacemaker now (36 years old), two back spine surgeries I had to learn to walk again. I've attempted suicide two times 5 years ago and since that I'm in recovery and on antidepresive. I also have anemia, raynaud syndrome and more diagnosis. Since I've been in health release from my job for 5 years my paycheck is around 300 euros and my credit in the bank is 250, so I get nothing to live, my parents helped me through those 5 years, but I got a loan for 3000 to pay my bills and medical services and now I can't pay that loan back. I can send m photos of the operations, my documentation, anything, I'm just desperate and can't sleep. Any help would be very very apriciated so I'm begging kind hearted people to help as little as they can. I'm not asking for money for trips, shopping or anything else, just to help me pay back the loan I was forced to get due to being sick for so long. Thank you in advance. God bless you