Help Lars Access Psychiatric Inpatient Stays
This pays for one year of private health insurance, plus the excess, assuring me the intensive psychiatric inpatient care I desperately need. This insurance also covers top surgery!
sorry for how scattered this is, it's so difficult for me to think about that it's taken me almost a month to write it out.
in early 2019, Kalvin garrah posted a 22min YouTube video about me, garnering 1.7 million views. He claimed I was faking being trans, faking being autistic, faking being disabled, he misgenders me, mocks me, makes fun of my appearance, my weight, my transition, my body. I tried my hardest to pretend like it didn’t phase me but in august 2019 I tried to take my own life because of it.
i was spied on in the psych ward by another patient who took what I talked about in CONFIDENTIAL AND PRIVATE GROUP THERAPY SESSIONS and passed it on to Kalvin garrah. I was bullied and isolated by other patients as a result. I was forced to discharge early.
Shortly after I lived with a person who was secretly posting about my everyday activities in my own home to a private discord server dedicated to stalking disabled people they believe are faking. They were nice to my face while telling my friends that I was faking my illness and doxxing me.
Unfortunately I have never been well enough to make a youtube video or any formal response, because it has traumatised me so much that I can no longer live with housemates. i hallucinate, have severe dissociative episodes where I am a physical danger to myself, and have episodes where I think my housemates are going to kill me. This obviously started after being spied on in my own home. My mental health has declined to the point that my partner and friends are more like nurses are carers. I have severe anxiety about leaving the house since being recognised and threatened. I NEED intense inpatient care. kalvin garrah had that video up for literally years, made THOUSANDS off it, and his response was to sit on it and rotate. because of him, I cannot heal or recover from any of my already standing, very severe mental health conditions (that he knew about and claimed I was faking them). his video caused me real life danger. caused me to attempt to take my own life. destroyed my personal life, my public life, my social life. i am not well. for the last month my suicidal ideation has been extremely high, I have panic attacks daily. i get recognised in public and I never know if they're going to attack me or not. i desperately need help that I can only access with private health insurance.
this video by copshatemoe outlines what happened to me. please watch this video for more context.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T-iaoIkD7rs&t=2284s