Help me over come the this life's burnings

OK, so I think it's time to tell my story about whats going on. Starting from begging. so back in November I went to the doctors because I had a Wound or you could call it a cyst on my third toe from the end. It was red at first, so I banned it up and cleaned it and took good care of it but that did not stop it from getting worse so I decided to go to the doctors so after the ER, I went, by the time I got there I had a vein on top of my foot. That was that was black in that room had grown cover the whole side of Foot and that was turning a darker shade of color

Mind you this happened very fast. It wasn't a slow process so the ER looked it over and gave me an anabiotic and suggested I go to Wound Care the next day. I went to Wound Care and they looked at it and they was like wow that's bad by this time it turned black, at least half the toe and start to infect the long toe. So Wound Care suggested I go see a podiatrist so two days later as it was set up an appointment to see him he unwrapped it and looked at it. He said yeah that's bad. I would go to the ER and admit myself and get more of a medical opinion from them so the next day I went to the ER and made myself to the hospital all this time I was there for three weeks they wrapped it, give me antibiotics and kept an eye on it to see what I would do. There was no change and say the same one toe half black and the other toe red. So one more week of the hospital and they sent me home to wait to see what happens. Stay the night at home woke up the next morning in the middle toe that was red had turned black so I turned around right back to the hospital to admit myself so two more weeks of antibiotic and observation and they decided to see if they can amputate the three toes on the right side because my big toe had turned color on the bottom of it. So I had three toes on the right side amputated. all the while I started developed a cyst on the other foot the same toe as the right side start developing a red spot. I made all the doctors aware of what was going on on the right side, that happened just like that on the left side. So after three weeks of being in the hospital. They sent me home. I was home for a week. My nurse came on Friday to do the bandages and she said the right side looks really bad. I had turned darker and spread to the next toe. So back to the hospital, I went again this time he told me that they can amputate all the toes on the right side and see how it goes, but they'll take the other two from the left side while they're at it so they amputated all my toes. Set three more weeks in the hospital under observation and antibiotics. It ended up being five weeks before they release me again and then I had an appointment with Wound Care got there and they said that my left foot was not healing and I had bone sticking through it and it was infected so I should go back to the emergency room And get treatment. So back to emergency room again to admit myself again this time doctor told me that it's best that they amputate below the knee on both legs, no further options I reluctantly said OK that was four weeks in the hospital for healing, observation, and antibiotics plus a mess of pain pills

Now they moved me to physical therapy. This should take six months in this facility. We'll see how it goes, but that's what happened and that's what's going on. If you have diabetes, please take care of yourself because this happened to you. This could be your fate. And I don't want that for you any of you this is terrible. Ive lost my ability to work, walk, drive, run and do any thing that would require me to use my leg. Not being able to work has really taken a toll on everything I found behind and all sorts of stuff. All my bills barely keep my phone on. Im pushed to use ssi to live, which is a joke they dont give you enough to live off and they find ways to take from you. Talk about feeling hopeless. Thank god for physical therapy, i hate to beg but my choices are limited please any alittle bit helps my Cash App is $Jcopp76 or pay pal in which my email is [email redacted] Please help