Sharf here. After trying so hard and hundreds of loans, im here in the UK as a student through a safe and legal immigration route. As a queer individual, it is of utmost importance that do not get sent back to home as that will risk my life and will make my family want me to live a heteronormative lifestyle, marrying a girl and staying my birth gender. I dont know if I can gather any money to apply for either an asylum or pay my next year's tuition, even if I am working almost all of my allowed immigrant work hours. I have also had to pay debts so whatever I saved up in recent months a bit of has had to be paid. I am currently in a really bad situation and I appreciate all the help I can get.