I'm tired. My recent job let me go because of lies that someone made up. I didn't even argue because I'm so tired. Last year I lost my father which was right after my brother and mother. I need a change. I have no one to turn to. I have had help from some people. But what I want is to dedicate myself to my church and to going back to school to become a counselor to help get people off drugs. I'm looking for a job that will help me get this accomplished. The problem is I have managed restaurants my whole life and those jobs won't let that happen. So until I find one that will go into My schedule and give me a chance. I need help. This is going to take time and I have to do this. I'm just asking for any help I can get until I get this figured out. I don't expect anything. I will pay it forward in the future. I love you and God bless you. Well here I am homeless I knew something would happen because I have no one to turn to. I am in school I got saved and baptized for some positive things. I just can't get out of my head my family dying so quick. I spent 6 years taking care of mother and father and I feel lost. I will get better I just know it thanks to God. I'm going to be living in my car until I start working on the 6th and save some money.