Hello, so I have hit a brick wall with Cancer both here in Washington and in Portland.  As most of you know I’ve been battling cancer for 4 years now November 7, 2017 until present day. This last visit to the hospital surreal  I had to physically remove a stent that was placed, I was totally out so I don’t remember but it helped me  to help me pee at least that’s what it’s supposed to do but unfortunately my body was rejecting it and it was moving around so the only choice I had according to the doctors was to pull it out myself or let them do it well I made the choice to pull it out myself ad trust me when I say it hurt like hell. So after that the doctors said, they felt there was nothing more they could do for me but give me Morphine and let my kidney fail at least that how they made me feel.  I have been beside myself not to mention depressed and in pain. I was very close to giving up but I thought about my kids and I just can’t leave them just yet! I have been on the phone with with City Of Hope in Monrovia, CA. A bigger Cancer hospital that specializes in many different types of cancer. I have been praying and I truly feel in my heart this is the right thing to do. I have a little money saved but not nearly enough to get to City Of Hope or much less receive treatment which you can imagine is very expensive. I feel embarrassed asking for help but you are honestly my only hope to any hope of quality of life. I appreciate anything you can help with, I know it’s a lot to ask but this is life or death now. God Bless!!