hii My name is Eren, and I am currently stuck in a house where I no longer feel safe due to being transgender and my parents beliefs in simple terms. on a more serious note, my house does not meet my needs. We never have food; my sister and I are always starving. Whenever we do get groceries, my brothers eat ALL of it and leave nothing for the entire week which usually leads to me having to hoard and hide whatever I can get just to secure a meal for later in the week; I have some sort of physical heath issues that causes a sharp stabbing, inflamed feeling in my lower back whenever I bend, reach, and twist/turn, my back is almost completely stiff from pain and it is excruciating to move, I also struggle to breathe properly- every movement almost always results into my lungs tightening up, burning. I gasp for air.. and of course.. I am not even diagnosed with asthma or anything for my back, and whenever I complain, my mom tells me I need to lose weight. my house has 5 prts. all of the dogs at my house are getting into dog fights almost every day, they NEVER go to the vet for even basic wellness checkups, 2 of them arent fixed (i had to use my car savings to get my dog fixed bc they wouldnt) they arent trained either... overall Its just not a safe and healthy environment and I am done with me and my dog being neglected. I do not have a license and my parents do not feel like teaching me, am physically disabled due to my parents' neglect regarding my health issues, so it is extremely difficult to perform any sort of physical labor; in other words, it is almost impossible to find a job that I can genuinely do without being in immense pain. I am currently searching for full-time jobs to help do my part, but this is just to help out while I search for a stable income. my goal is to be able to afford myself a car, food for myself, being able to take care of my dog and his needs, transportation to the doctor, and if possible a driving teacher