Hey yall, I'm a trans, Mexican, chronically ill, neurodivergent, femme trying to get on my foot.
I fell rrrreeeeeaaally hard around mid January and was in denial about how injured my ankle got. I almost rolled down some stairs, it could've been way worse, but it still sucks. It popped pretty loud, it swelled up like a grapefruit immediately, and has been feeling hella painful since. I thought I would be off crutches a week later. I'm not off crutches yet and it got worse for a while. I had an mri yesterday to figure out if I'll need surgery or if I can get away with physical therapy.
I'm still navigating figuring out ongoing gi issues and other private health issues I'd rather not talk about. I've had three medical appointments this past week. I have four more appointments coming up within these next two weeks. A lot of these are appointments were made this past fall and winter and this was the soonest available. I've had so many appointments and ER visits these past few months lol I'm hella medically burned out.
Also also also, I was right in the middle of getting my teeth fixed when my body started completely crashing out last summer. I really want to finish doing that this year. I'm trying really hard to upkeep the work that I've gotten done. I usually have a handle on depression, but being completely physically wiped out for a few months now has made that hard and what gets affected the most is my teeth so I really want to finish taking care of this instead of letting it fall on the back burner.
I appreciate the help that I've been getting from chosen fam but don't want to be completely leaning on two other trans people. I was really hoping to start taking on more gigs when this injury happened but have had to put a huge pause on everything. I started posting on social media a lot because being sick is fucking boring (fuck being in bed curled up in a ball in pain for days in a row), going to hella appointments is fucking boring, and highkey this shit gets lonely as hell.
Absolutely commission me for art and music.
Get some music. Get some merch. Everything helps right now.
It's taken a lot to put this up but I've seen people in better situations, with more, ask for more.
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