Now I ask you for help manifesting the call of that voice.
Four months ago, in August 2017 I made a prayer to the divine from the depths of my heart.
I asked, "please show me how I can serve your will and inspire humanity towards love.
I know nothing, I surrender, show me the way".
In the same instant, I was answered with overwhelming motions of peace and pure beauty pulsating from within me and from all around me. My body just fell down, kneeled on the ground and I could not stop myself from crying like a baby from the penetrating presence of love.
On the ground, crying and breathing, while being violently and physically shaken by the pulses of a life force so strong that i could barely keep myself conscious, yet I felt so deeply loved and connected with life.
I was held in that extremely intense and purifying energy for a good while untill I suddely received a clear vision and guidance. I saw an image of me sitting with humble clothes under a tree in a small village in India. And I heard a strict voice telling me to immediately stop my two current jobs to close those doors and to not lose any time.
In the coming days I made several plans, but somehow I managed to get distracted and started falling back to into believing in my fears of not having security, comfort and a safe income.. I slowly forgot about my prayer, the vision and the directions mercifully given to me.
Untill, late November when I was driving to job in heavy rain with old tires on my car... I was stressed and deeply unsatisfied with going to that job, I just wanted it be over with and so that I could go do something else and get my payment.. In my inner stress and anger with life, I was speeding way too fast for the heavy rain and suddely the car started turning around and sliding off the road.. It hit a concrete edge and started rolling and spinning.
I was lucky to survive and it was a miracle that I was not even hurt more than a few bruises and stretches. And even though I was able to crawl out of the car, I was sent to the hospital in ambulance to x-ray my painful neck.
The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes at the hospital was a painting of Christ with the text "don't forget your dreams, but strengthen your faith". At once I remembered my vision and it was clear to me that I had received the accident as a second chance and as a strong reminder that I must follow my vision and to have faith.
Now, a few weeks after the accident I am almost back to normal health and I have increased my faith and i will not forget the guidance I was gifted.
I have no savings or valuable tings to sell and as guided, I have stopped my jobs.
I am humbly asking for your help to afford to follow the vision to go to India. I do not know what it will bring, but I know I have to do this. I will go there even if I need to walk from Norway to India, but it would be great to get there with a plane and have a proper place to sleep.
I need about 1000 euro for flight tickets and travel costs and about 1000 euros for staying there 3+months. If I manage to raise more than this, I will use it for staying longer and to see a dentist while there.
Every cent collected will be spent for the purpose of spreading love and connection on this planet.
That is the only thing that my heart tells me to do and so I will do.
I will be honoured to pray for you from my heart at the holy river Ganges.
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