My name is Jesus, the past couple of years have been difficult towards me financially and emotionally. I’ve been homeless and taken advantage of. I have a huge passion for cars. I eventually most of my cars to fix my life and to do the right thing. No matter what though something goes wrong. Trying my best to recover from past mistakes and to be better. I’ve been having a hard time finding a job but I do my best to find a job and make money on the side to pay my bills. Doing my best not to give up on my passion but everything has been so stressful. All my friends do their best to keep me active in the car community and to help keep my passion alive. Eventually I learned to obtain the discipline to get my life together, I was able to fix one car got a job at FedEx. For my car I’ve paid most of the repair. All I got to do is wait until it’s done and pay the repair for the labor. Eventually FedEx let me go due to seasonal employment. So just been relying on selling parts to keep myself stable. Recently I finally got the call that my wagon is fixed but the labor increased up to 1200, I made the choice to sell the only valuable thing I had my camera and my MacBook that I used for car photography to get it back. Best day ever when I got it back I cleaned it I was so happy. Things finally felt like it was all recovering and getting back together, 2 days later or yesterday the engine blew completely. Very depressed because I just got it back and all the money I spent on it was for no reason. Now I’m making the choice to get rid of it but I know I won’t financially recover. I’m trying my best to have a running vehicle but of course that has not lasted for long. Many people telling me to keep it and many people telling to sell it. I’m doing the logic thing and sell it but deep down I want to keep it or at least just recover financially, throughout the years all I want is to keep my car instead of getting rid of everything. I already sacrifice all I had and it would just be nice if I can have my car once again. I haven’t been able to drive my car since nov 2024. Plus sacrificed all the other cars I had. I lost my other cars due to just bad luck. My last project master cylinder failed and I lost my brakes and crashed, my other car got stolen, engine blown, fires, hit n runs pretty much I’ve experienced it all. Just want to keep one car for once and continue my passion and eventually build up once again. I’m doing my best not to give up but it’s been difficult. Just don’t want to be homeless again or just to have a vehicle. Would truly appreciate the help and support if wanted to. Thank you all :)