Hey my name is Amelia, I don't quite know how to start this as it still dosent feel real.

I was diagnosed with chronic pain, have frequent migraines that last days have very bad allergies, asthma, anemia and recently have gotten tendinitis in both hands been diagnosed with severe anxiety and now have a studder * yet to determine the cause * and on top of this my dad ditched us ( ya up and left ) has not paied the mortgage and we are now in foreclosure . I've spent every penny I had fixing this house in the hopes we would be able to stay but it's not gona happen. So now we have till the end of January to find a place ( which isn't a lot of time ) as my health and mom's have declined in the last few years hers due to chronic gallbladder issues and me to the growing list of weird health issues ‍ other than running a small crochet and sewing buisness I haven't had a real job * but I'm still trying it's just freaking hard*. I'd like to say once the house sells we would have enough to move but no we'll be lucky to have 5000$ whenever it's all done. I feel like I failed like somehow I'm being punished for not doing more working harder getting a second job ( did I mention I also have depression kuz it can get worse ) I'm probably rambling but ya read this far so ⭐️ good job lol. In 2024 I've been diagnosed with many new painful conditions enough I'm applying for odsp but it takes 4-6 months. I've lost my soul horse of 19 years who I raised from a colt, my rescues are all older barn cats and bottle babys that have health conditions I promised them I would take care of them as long as they live and come hell * now lol* or high water I plan to, the absolutely amazing rescues around me have already done so much and I can't ask them to take more on especially kuz they need specific care that I'm already accustomed to. I wana find a home to rent and have some kind of cushion while I try to put my life back togther again mom is devastated ( I'm posting this also so in all the deapare others have brought I can show mom some people will help even just spam share it around dose a world of difference) I will try to post pics of all my critter kids theirs 10 cats and a old Rottweiler/Labrador cross * I shit you not someone dumped infront of our home * they are my emotional support team I'm doing everything for them and I would love and greatly appreciate any support you can give

Lots of love, Ame