Hi, my name is Robbie and for most of my life, I’ve taken care of others.

Now, for the first time ever, I want to build something for me.

On my 4th birthday, I found my dad lying lifeless on the floor.

He had passed away from a heart attack and I remember every second of it.

From that moment on, it was just me and my mom.

Actually… it was just me.

My mom was seriously ill and couldn’t take care of herself, so I took care of her.

I grew up fast. School, work, cooking, cleaning, caretaking, rinse and repeat.

We didn’t qualify for outside help.

They just told us: “Since the son lives with her. He can take care of her.”

They didn’t care about my age.

My life wasn’t mine.

When my mom passed away too, I had nothing.

I was kicked out of the house and ended up living in an attic with strangers just to have a roof over my head.

Now, I finally have an extremely tiny apartment that I rent.

I work full-time and try to rebuild my life, but I live pay check to pay check.

Saving money is almost impossible.

So even now, I’m a prisoner in my own life.

But through all of this, I’ve never let go of one dream:

Drawing and animation.

Every free moment I have goes into improving my skills, planning videos, and building toward a creative future.

My biggest obstacle?

My current computer can’t handle the work anymore. It’s braking down on me with the smallest task and it’s giving me the blue screen of death…

So now, with a lot of hesitation but with hope, I ask:

Will you help me?

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My Mission

I want to start a Youtube channel to build an online presence.

BUT!! I don’t want to be just a “YouTuber.”

I want to:

• Build a digital art school with video lessons and livestreams

• Teach drawing, animation, finding your own style, and the real-world skills to survive as an artist

• Create a safe, supportive online community that gives feedback and shares experiences

• Keep making fun, uplifting videos that help people escape their darkest days — just like others once did for me.

I’ve got everything ready — my ideas, my art, my plan, and even my partner, who’s a certified social media marketer with SEO expertise.

The only missing piece?

A powerful creative workstation to run drawing, editing, and animation software.

That setup costs about €3500.

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What You’ll Get in Return

Every donor will become part of this journey — and I’ll make sure you’re recognized for it.

• €5+ → A hand drawn thank you card with your name

• €15+ → Mention in a supporter segment in one of my YouTube videos

• €25+ → Access to exclusive behind-the-scenes sketches and work-in-progress updates

• €50+ → Your name will be “hidden” in one of my videos

• €100+ → You can decide what I do as a future video (it has to stay in my niche and within the limits of what is acceptable and possible)

Everyone who donates — no matter the amount — will be part of this from the very beginning.

You’re not just helping me get a computer, you’re helping me to build something meaningful — not just for myself, but for others, too.

Thank you for reading.

Even that alone means the world to me.

With all my heart❤️,

Robbie