Help a disabled trans person escape and transition

Hi, you can call me Frankie.

I am 21 years old and a little over four years ago, I realized I am non binary transmasculine. Three years ago, I came out to my family. Since then, they deadname me and misgender me every single day. They also make constant extremely transphobic and overall far-right comments I have to bear everyday because I live in fear I'll be homeless the next day for speaking up.

I tried to talk to them about changing my name and, as they often do, they threatened me to kick me out of the house if I ever did such a thing. Obviously, I also tried to bring up top surgery, but again I was dismissed, threatened, etc. They also make me feel terrible about my body, which makes my crippling dysphoria even worse. Along with my disability, this makes living with them really, really hard. They also have control over my bank account which, obviously, makes everything much more difficult, forcing me to keep my guard up and be scared of doing anything that will make them angry.

It's been hard to become independent given that navigating university with such a debilitating disability already takes so much of my time and energy.

I've felt trapped in this house for a very long time, and my mental health has been in rock bottom, to the point I've been suicidal for a while now, unable to bring myself to leave home, study, engage in my interests, etc. I feel like I need to escape as soon as possible so I can finally transition and start genuinely living as my true self. I'm terrified but I know there is no other way and I can't wait any longer in this place.

All donations will go to finding a place to live, rent, necessities, etc along with any health issues that may arrive with my transition.

Thank you.