Im having a lot of difficulty writing this, but I feel like I’ve run out of options. I’m coming from a place of vulnerability and will be sharing sensitive information, so because of that I’d like to keep this as private as possible. I’ve had medical issues for the majority of the last year that have resulted in unforeseen medical bills and have made it extremely difficult to hold a job. For the second time this year, I find myself behind on bills to the point that I need to take a second job to avoid losing my apartment and truck. For the second time this year, I feel like I have no choice but to ask for help. I thought the money I raised last time would be enough, but I didn’t account for my health continuing to give me trouble. Doctors are still trying to determine what the underlying issues are, but I’ve had to stop making appointments due to costs and to avoid missing more work. I’ve barely been able to eat and spend most of my time outside of work in bed. If you went to Pitzer, you probably wouldn’t recognize me based on the amount of weight I’ve loss. I’m lucky to have a job that has been allowing me to miss days when my issues flare up, but I don’t get paid for the time missed and if I don’t take a second job ASAP I’ll lose everything. In barely being able to hold one job, I’m terrified about trying to find and hold a second. This whole experience has also had a detrimental impact on my mental health, which has made all of the problems worse. I feel like I’ve been unable to feel anything close to rest in months, and I desperately need it. I’m planning to use any money I’m able to raise this time to catch up on bills and do everything I can to focus on my health so I can get back on track. I don’t want anyone to feel pressured by this ask for support. Im also willing to work out a plan for repayment for anyone that’s willing to give if that would make it possible, and no matter what I plan to pay forward any kindness showed to me now in the lowest point I’ve faced in life. I sincerely hope I’m able to find myself in a position to help others one day.