Help me bury my son ziggy

Hi, I'm Dean. Tragically my 28 year old son took his life. I have tried to get funds to bury him, but I'm having trouble with that. I want to bury ziggy with his older brother Jack who passed about ten years ago. Ziggys mother passed last year with MND, I'm alone now, I'm having trouble dealing with this, I'm emotionally drained. I need to put ziggy to rest. I need help please. I appreciate any help given, your generosity is needed. Thankyou