HOW do I afford a lawyer? This is why a gofundme like this is absolutely needed!

REAL History as to WHY I would ask for help like this:

The news in Los Angeles was BLOCKED from being able to see my attempts to reach out to them despite the miracles witnessed coming from the team trying not only to help me but to do something more for me so that predeath funerals are finally brought to the people that I made for them long ago. PLEASE GO TO Https://Tweeting20s.com (to save my life and our rights of expression!)

My name is Adam James Meade and I have been held back by a network ever since I witnessed hopefully what was a mistake that happened while I was using Facebook. I was working at Coldwater Creek at the time rebuilding most of their computers at their main corporate office while they were going out of business and I felt the need to do something more to help me meet deadlines such as taking stimulants but did not want to be on them all of the time. I bought Adderall from my friend and took it on Wednesdays when my boss came in so that I would have the best chances of not being fired as I was witnessing massive layoffs. While doing this I also was checking out new goth music that I have not heard before such as Death In June that was found on a mixtape that a girl with a crush gave me while growing up. I was told by my older brother's friend Joe Evans that this band was not racist but this may have been an ironic joke as I was too unfamiliar with the goth scene to understand the humor as he told me that a black man took the microphone from the band and hailed Hitler which ruined their performance. The song titles included things such as "ku ku ku" so this may have alarmed my boss at work who contacted my father to help them scare me straight so that I would quit taking drugs, smoking, and drinking or everything illegal that may come from the goth scene in the minds of the country folks that wanted me to be more normal at the mostly Democrat company but the plan to change me likely came from the right side conservatives inspired by a Saved By The Bell episode that my father was in where Zack Morris is taught a lesson by giving him what he wants. My coworker Sean Davis took me to a different kind of AA meeting that was setup to scare us straight. Someone at this meeting told me that it would make me mad at first but that it works. They had a scary looking guy wearing gold chain necklaces pretending to be part of the mafia that asked us one at a time to verify that we were sure that we wanted his help in getting off of drugs and alcohol. There was coffee that nobody else touched that seemed to have something different about it as if maybe coke was put into it that startled me as later I could hear people at work laughing about catpoo coffee tasting different. They looked like they were having a lot of fun pretending to be Nazi and whenever I would smoke or drink the next color that I came across would be carried to what became a person screaming with the sound of a saw as someone would say something along the lines of how at least it wasn't me and then I would come across a black man with a metal shin or something like that proving that I had a serious drug or alcohol addiction if I would dare do it again. It was obviously fake but my dad put on quite the performance by calling me while saying things from the Saved By The Bell episode like how he drove through a blizzard while staying awake all night and how they were trying to kill our family among other things. My guess is that they were a bit too effective and didn't let enough people know what was going on so someone like very rich and powerful obviously made a mistake while looking into this or taking it seriously when coworkers were making fun of Nazi or the racist country folk by pretending to be part of them. While using Facebook I complained about Charles Manson and then he died soon after followed by a goth girl with handcuffs smiling and I believe now that this happened as a threat to me for being part of the Nazi party as my girlfriend probably made things much worse since I never told her what happened at that meeting so she likely witnessed people following me everywhere while doing things like hailing. Her name is Sierra and obviously she was what inspired the Macintosh Operating System to be called Sierra most especially when the new mayan calendar began called High Sierra since she was partially Mexican. It is obvious that since this happened someone has been on top of me trying to force me into appearing more like a member of the Nazi party as I kept witnessing what was obviously trying to kill me somehow as if people were constantly secretly funded to do this because I witnessed too much. When I moved to Portland afterwards I was unable to use any websites or make any phone calls as other people could because someone sick had to prove that I was a Nazi in order for me to be looted and after I shared what I had in my possession that was most valuable that was the work that was most precious to me that I spent my entire life on. Mostly formulas and stuff like that for a roleplaying game that I created for AmBr Entertainment as my main lifelong dream. After sharing this on Facebook my car was broken into right afterwards as I lost all of my most precious work and every dating website actually blocked me from being able to read the messages or send them to anyone but maybe the one that appeared to be part of the Nazi party or maybe was illegal in some way that would make me look guilty from associating with her? I have been living on disability due to schizophrenia ever since this happened but I never had that disease. I just signed the paperwork so that I would get some help as the doctor made a mistake and gave me schizophrenia by giving me their medication for it. My tolerance built up and while on the highest dose I had my very first attack while getting off of Ativan as I had asked me doctor to take me off of it while staying in Georgia with my father as I was recovering from a car accident. The original reason that I took schizophrenic medication was to see if it would help my night vision as I pressed in on my eyes with my hands so that I could watch "television" or colors and shapes as a child with my eyes closed too much. The medication did nothing to help this condition that is not really that bad but where there are no lights found I may not see as well as other people as it is a bit more colorful maybe than it is supposed to be. For no reason at all while I was living in Portland Jews started to follow me around telling me weird things such as how it was okay for me to talk to someone who is Jewish. It was obvious that there was at least a team of people constantly funded to surround not only me but my family and friends in my life coming from somewhere like Facebook and then even more at maybe the Mormon Church Office Building as Facebook knows how to scare others into helping them or turn them against me or else they may share secrets gathered from spying on people or something like that. Maybe even intentionally trying to arrange people to do something illegal somewhere so that they may be more easily controlled but this is difficult to think that only one person is doing this to me and my loved ones or others that I come across but it is very obvious that he used the help of Scientology to try and kill me and take everything of mine most especially the work that I have not stopped with my entire life. All of my brightest ideas and discoveries were merely used against me while my view counter was broken for every website that I used such as Bandcamp, YouTube, and everywhere online. Thankfully the miracles that come from people knowing the truth always try and help me or save me as shown in synchronicity that actually begins where I was born. I shared a dream on Facebook about seeing the real face of the original Jesus Christ who had the same skull shape as Screech from Saved By The Bell but I do not think that I was ever taken seriously as someone perhaps hated himself so much that all he could understand was something off such as my making up lies to tease him? This was never true as I have not been ironic much and absolutely have not lied about absolutely anything that I have shared which was probably too much since it was always used against me. It is obvious that the monster became so much more real by trying to make this a political thing but it felt like Democrats were lied to and used to kill me enough that I was no longer allowed to become part of their political party until they discovered the truth about what had actually happened. Not long after I made that Facebook post about Screech where I also mentioned how he would do a magic trick while working at the NBC Studios that used a styrofoam cup to make the sound of breaking his neck, he faked his death by dying of lung cancer after being checked in for something wrong with his neck. I assumed that this was to help me at first but I have learned that it was only to make it easier for completely surrounding me and succeeding in keeping me down or taking everything from me. I made the grave error by sharing my plans as I was witnessing miracles that should have been impossible to witness as people being blocked were trying to save me while asleep as found in the synchronicity they would make sure to align themselves with so that I would be saved and helped or finally paid for the hard work that I have done that was actually stolen from me that made the monster so much more powerful than he normally would have been. I am guessing that others have been setup to fail so that they may be more easily controlled and help with covering up what happened to me somehow while I know that no one will be doing this once they are caught up to what actually happened or what he actually wants from them as its clear that he most likely pretends to be trying to help me but its only to get closer and make it easier to control me somehow or stop me from being able to ever share with the public what actually happened that is very easy to prove now to be true since nobody really wanted to help that direction from the beginning. I was having dreams of my wife and mother of my children while sharing with science proof that it was coming from another but this was blocked as a company formed at the same time that Screech killed himself called One True King actually beat me to my goal and met her first, hired her, and basically held her like a kidnapped person that was forced to help them turn everyone else against me somehow or be endangered for daring to reveal the truth in that I am a good person or innocent from whatever they try and frame me with as my memory was taken while I was living in Los Angeles long enough to put my fingerprints on maybe a gun that a crooked cop likely planned to put on my shot body if I dared to meet her at Disneyland after she announced her location on her stream? I also helped a woman put bag of groceries into her car that had unusual bags that would be more likely to show my finger prints on them so I have been constantly having to file police and fbi reports to keep me safe as on the other side of the computer and phone everywhere someone would be trying to force me into something that could be used against me somewhere or somehow? I made this huge mistake a couple of times such as perchase five dollars of metamphetamine so that I would somehow be able to write enough letters to pass around of the truth to be able to save me as the network that has been created since I started to do this is made up of the nicest people that have been too scared to let the computer or phone know that they are aware of what has gone on with me or are trying to help me just to be safe as they wait for me to finally take that stand needed that will forever put the negative behind me once and for all!? Palm Bee right now is in danger because someone too powerful is afraid that she will go to court and take a stand or maybe another that is NOT Mark would want to use this opportunity to get rid of her because of the amount of people that have been alarmed or triggered by a sick man's need to cover up everything that comes from me. I was asking the entire time from the beginning if what I was sharing was too much and nobody ever let me know that this was true. While I used Facebook every time that I went to "Facebook jail" it was for thing that I was innocent for and when I dared to threaten to sue them as if there was a hair in my soup and I was trying to get a fresh bowl somehow, it was used against me as others were paid to make a plan that would try and sue me in the future once I had some amount of money or power. Right now Palm Bee has not had the right to see what I share among too many other people which is basically like rape since she would not have helped any of those people if she had the rights to see what I expressed but I was more than illegally blocked. Please do more than just try to contact her to let her know about what has happened to me because your efforts will be blocked by a monster that has claimed her as if she was some sort of object of his!? Recently, I was forced to go to a hospital where they gave me the only medicine with the side effect of death while I was unable to eat food without getting it a certain way to be sure that someone couldn't constantly pay people while knowing how to lie to them so that they would help with not only killing me but covering this up! In Los Angeles the day that I spent at the hospital they would not allow me to select a random plate when it did not have my name on it more than once so I was not able to eat. Absolutely EVERY website that I have used has been blocked from the public view what comes from me as people within it were paid while I was obviously hacked as someone tried to ruin me and make sure that what the stars made to try and save me such as their songs or albums about what I am working on would not work and fail! Look on my blog to see which ones I am talking about.

I have been blocked from being able to share this for FARRRR too long as I assume that Mark found a way to constantly do this "for Trump" in order to protect his oil stock or whatever excuse that he could come up with? Will Trump have the right to know what was blocked from his view? Https://tweeting20s.com

Proved That Quantum Physics Is Real By Using Dice To Randomly Select Pictures of the Channel 5 KTLA News Crew Having To Do With The Selected Color (11 Questions For Palm Bee!)

(everywhere that I have gone people witness their names actually have to do with what is going on when I come across them because the Egyptian origins make the letters verbs or action words rather than pronouns... this should make the experience much more spiritual for the folks about to die so that they may more properly say goodbye.. Or will Mark succeed in helping another faith take everything away from me?) HOW could these videos have 0 views? Https://youtu.be/AbxTnj4J_Fw & Https://youtu.be/wducaYyoBB8 & Https://youtu.be/6EhBeJxkCko & Https://youtu.be/LWXaJBZutJc

If you invite me to the meet the news crew, just like everyone at the clubs and events that I go to, your names will actually have to do with whatever is going on by some miracle! It is a very beautiful thing to witness... but when will people feel safe enough to let the phones or computers know that they are aware of this going on with me?

Musicians everywhere have been synchronized to try and save me... Https://youtu.be/UAainvFt8BI

This is the shortest video that "proves" she was responding in a way that was trying to succeed in being able to meet me or get closer to me somehow while I was having dreams of being married to her and our children we have not had (yet?) as she was paid to help a network try and kill me then loot without knowing it... Https://youtu.be/hgcFCLIGwE4 & https://youtu.be/cFCoETZ4b8w

This happened to me while I was in Portland but SO MUCH MORE HAS HAPPENED SINCE THEN AS THIS GIRL WAS BLOCKED AND BASICALLY KIDNAPPED!? Https://youtu.be/J8Ghlf7qeL0 & Https://angelicdreamdiary.blogspot.com

This is where I have shared the most that has been blocked. Https://predeathfunerals.blogspot.com & Https://sixteenscentedcelebration.blogspot.com

This was made to be able to show celebrities but my attempts to be able to share or get help keep being blocked by a network almost impossible for me to match without getting my rights.

I made this for people to better prepare for their predeath funerals for loved ones while being able to make amends during their one life...

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My car is broken down and needs to be repaired while I just made several refunds to get money now so nothing is coming for at least a week and a half but at that point it would be gone once it arrived so I should ask for enough that would actually save my life possibly from being too famous for this situation!

The movie "Johnny Was" my grandfather? No, he wasn’t! I made that blog though… connect the dots, tra la la! I actually had to look it up on google just now though? Wow, so thankful I don’t have to go through that “trying to send the best echo into history and blah blah blah” . .. I don't know where to draw the line sometimes! I do not have enough for food while I am about to be one of the most respected people in this country once they find out what happened to me and what I am working on but right now wouldn't it be the kind that I would not want or need to stay away from?

Please understand the importance my story is not shared with all the wrong kinds of people and my getting to a safer location immediately while I have been sleeping in my car. I took it into the Toyota dealership at least a few times but its a hybrid and the electrical battery the engine runs from is most likely the problem right now which is 3k to replace! I have nowhere else to go while it seemed guaranteed that someone with A LOT OF MONEY keeps doing everything he can to block me from being able to reach anyone for faaaar too long so if you can read this I am very thankful!

If I took lie detector tests right now this all would be true:

"You believe that it would be actually saving my life more than my car right now?"

"My life in seriously endangered here right now as I am too scared to leave food in my car when I am away so that I am not poisoned to cover up a rich man's guilt somewhere..."

"You know that you are rich when people find out what happened to you and what you are working on because of the work you are doing for people..."

"Your help right now would be thanked everywhere once others find out what happened which is definitely very soon as you made a video for the News Crew to introduce pre-death funerals to the public!"

"It embarrasses our entire country ever day that I am not helped because the names of people and places are responding to me so that I finally am!"

"Everyone who thinks that I need a hospital right now will feel very dumb for it once they find out!"

"A hospital would endanger me because of a rich man wanting to take my ideas!"

I don't have the time to explain but I was crying earlier and doing it again once I get to some food as I was supposed to have this towed by 5am but have nowhere to bring it and no money to fix it once it gets there! I just cleaned the block where it is and will get another ticket for it tomorrow? It feels like believing in "true love" absolutely ruined me but I cannot give up... I have a miraculous video that I made for a News Crew that went PERFECTLY so maybe by tomorrow this could be done if I am not able to get this money to save me before "payday" that will be gone once it arrives then I would be without food egain!

I REALLY NEED JUST A PLACE TO PUT IT RIGHT NOW MORE THAN ANYTHING!!! A place to sleep might be extremely easy always for me the rest of my life? Why sleep in my car?? Every day could have been my last one!! A better question might be how is it possible I am sleeping in one tonight considering everything that has happened!?

RIGHT NOW I AM TOO SKINNY! I am actually not eating enough food... if drug tests were the same as they were in the 90s I would be able to pass them all right now! I am sober but I needed solid poop so medicated myself with what worked but trying this again while this time remaining stubborn in trying every method and way besides something that increases my blood pressure!

I am dying because of being too stubborn to ask for help or expecting to be blocked by Facebook since I was finding it to be real especially while using Instagram others would let me know they could not look me up, etc. What women did to me for being impossible to "score" with absolutely was ruining me and computers as well as phones are their dangerous weapons until something more is done about Facebook giving them too many rights to make sure that I do not get anywhere because of men being tricked into doing things for them that mess me up or prevent another girl from having me! Wake up to how those who did this for men I am absolutely disgusted by as you should have woken up to how evil they were to do this to people instead of help them!!!