Hello, for those that know me or that pass me on the street, I look pleasant and happy. However, for some time now I have been suffering in silence. I struggle with OCD and more specifically the intrusive thoughts and anxiety that comes with OCD. I don't want to be a burden on others so I usually remain silent about it, but it's a daily occurrence. It's getting to the point where I cannot manage on my own anymore, nor can I be silent. I need help. However, I cannot afford help right now. After all my bills and mandatory expenses to survive I'm left with $90 each month and I just moved so my savings have diminished severely.

So, here's what the money helps me with:

Therapy is $175 a session with someone who specializes in OCD and ADHD (I already have confirmed an opening with this person and early steps have begun to start the process).

Formal OCD Assessment $1,000

I am not officially diagnosed with OCD from a trained professional. The more I read and hear about it, however, the more I am convinced I have it and have had it my entire life. This official diagnosis would help both understand my specific condition, get documentation, and personalize treatments towards my unique needs. I recognize that I am not a professional and there is a chance that I do not have OCD. The test then will either indicate what I do have or point towards another possibility. Regardless, I am struggling severely enough to need some test that much I know.

The GoFundMe Goal is set to afford the OCD Assessment and 6 therapy sessions. The therapy sessions take priority over the assessment, so if the whole goal isn't reached the money will go towards that. I also doubt 6 sessions will suddenly "fix" everything, but it's a start. Every dollar that's donated helps me get one more more session. One more session helps me manage a symptom just a little bit better. Every single bit helps. To anyone who gives any amount (yes even a penny) I am so incredibly grateful. You're helping me understand myself better and to finally take ahold of my life and not feel like I'm just enduring it anymore. If you can't give, that's okay too! Sharing it does wonders:).

Again, thank you:)