My name is Marques & i'm 60 years old & this has got to be the toughest statement i've ever had to type in my entire life.. the morning of October 23rd at 9:04 AM I lost my wife of 28 years.. trust me when i say that she was the world to me.. we were a 50/50 relationship right down the line from the very beginning right down to the end, decisions, mortgage, bills, groceries, vacations, everything, 50/50.. & now shes gone and I feel like a totally broke-down man, i've lost the love of my life.

This is extremely hard for me as being a former strength athlete (football, bodybuilding/powerlifting), I've always had the strength to carry everything on my back, and it included my personal life as well, but now the other half of me is gone and i'm just lost and don't know what to do.. I'm currently unemployed and she had lost her job 2 months ago, we were just scraping by on the little we had in the bank and credit cards, but even now that's come to an end..

So I guess the reason i'm reaching out is to ask for help. Trust, I have a lot to deal with right now, i'm doing the best I can to keep myself together during this time, but it's very hard, and I really do appreciate the time you've taken to read this, there's so much more to 28 years then you could possibly imagine or that I have the time to type up, it just breaks my heart beyond belief.. I thank you for your time, enjoy the day, and most importantly never ever stop loving the one(s) that are closet to you.. take care..

Marques.