Help Mariko from burnout to blossum

Hello loves. I got myself into a pickle. I just did a ditz and bought a van that exploded on me the first time I drove it. I bought it to move myself up to Cairns for my first job as a midwife.  So now I find myself burntout, in debt, vanless, in the wrong State of Australia and very hopeful that my community around me will chip in and make the world of difference to my current survival crisis. I borrowed $3000 to buy the van that is apparently worth nothing. I would love to recieve enough money to go towards buying a van that actually goes. I am so so so incredibly greatful for any support that I receive and will do doubt pay it forward in lashings of delicious Marikoness. Thank you!!