Help Llena Find Safety and Stability

Hello everyone. This is Llena (yena)but you can call me Liliana. I'm gonna go on and say what I need to say this here. Almost a year ago I move to North Carolina with a family member from a bad situation back in Texas, I had a bad roommate who is very aggressive while drunk to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I move out in October of last year and moved in with my cousin which I still love and very thankful for helping out. But wver since I moved here, my luck has been gone for the worst. I lost a job that was supposed to pay the bills and for my hrt, I lost my mother around the holidays, I got another job that barely pays the bills and the people have been giving me a bad time. For a couple of months I've been looking for another job or a better option but nothing has ever came up. I've been struggling so much to the point I don't know where else to go and even tired to end it all. But I have found someone on where I'm gonna be staying at but I really need help getting the funds. I wanna get put of this place. I want to leave. I want to be a little more safe than here because I don't feel safe here and I have been living in constant fear and regret and anxiety. If you are seeing this and reading this. Than