Help lismore's lilly

My name is elytta_adelaide manton also known as lismores  lilly i was born in 1980 in a place called lemon tree pasige 2.15 pm in the morning doctor  stuart deliverd me in hes surgery my parents  then later  moved  to karuah n.s.w where  my life was very  tormented  then we decided  to move to ballina n.s.w there  was only one woman  i eva loved my rock my blanket my grandmother when nan passed i was 11 and i new when i was young that i was different  from the other kids but didn't  get stronger until  my nan passed my world came crashing   down at 13 i left home and went to Sydney where i started my journey to become  a woman so i started hormones Sydney   braut me to my knees in 2006 i was diognosed  with breast cancer and had to under go chemo  and intensive  scrapings from that my breast would no longer grow in 2017 i decided to come home in February 2017  my beautiful  lismore went under water and  swept threw the soul's  of my beloved  lismore  i had lost everything to but it wasn't about me it was about my beautiful  people  that lost everything  so for 29 day's  non stop i went hell for leather  to help feed and put much needed  smiles  back on their  faces i tirelessly  walked  around north and south lismore handing  out hot chickens  to the flood victims  of lismore  for fifteen  years ive had padding  in my bra the emotional  scars from cancer made me rip out all my mirrors  no longer could i look at my ugly self so these  breast implants  would help improve my life loved and lost a lot in my life and asking  for a second  chance i have a dream to become  a model and to finally  be able to wear a swim suit and not to think of my self as a freak of nature  im also  an indigenous  sister girl  who loves life and would be blessed  and thank  full for every one's  help and thank  you all  this means  the world  to me so much. ......... love and respect  to you all lismores lilly xxxxxxxx