Hello, my name is Lily. I'm 17 years old and my mom told me that I'm underweight by about 14 pounds. I used to weigh 16 pounds. I'm at 90% heart failure and my kidneys are shutting down. I'm getting ready to cross the rainbow bridge. My mom needs help. She has to euthanize me and get me cremated so she can take me wherever she goes. I would like that.