Help Lexi Pay For A Boob Job
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Hey everyone! My name is Lexi and I’m getting a boob job surgery. This obviously isn’t something that is critical or an emergency, however it is something that is important to me. I am a 34AA, which means I have very very itty bitty boobs. People always say “small boobs are cute”, or “this top will only work for small boobs”, which is fine in theory. I, however, severely lack in that department; I would consider myself to have even beyond small boobs.
As a now 24 year old woman, I have been constantly wrecked by my insecurities about this for half my life now. It’s like they attempted to start growing at puberty, and then just stopped. They never grew, while a lot of people around me developed. This has caused such low self esteem for me as my perception is warped because of how small my boobs are. Tops that work for “small boobs” are too big for me or I don’t even fill them out, and it makes me hate myself.
This has caused so much body dysmorphia personally within me. I constantly wear ultra padded bras just to make it look like I have SOMETHING, I cover behind only t-shirts because I’m too self conscious to wear anything else, and looking at myself is extremely difficult because of it. While being poked fun at by people I love and care about is fine and appreciated as a joke, I do get made fun of seriously, and have gotten bullied in the past, as well as insulted; because of my small boobs. I’ve also had people assume about my age and gender because of my small chest too, which just adds to the body dysmorphia. I have had so much anxiety regarding my boobs and it has caused many panic attacks from many different situations. People are always understanding, but it’s something that is deep rooted inside of me.
Of course I have accepted my body for what it is, as this is not a part that I can change naturally. But acceptance does not always mean happiness. And I am not happy when I look in the mirror, when tops made for small boobs are still too big for me, and when my body dysmorphia or fear hits and I’m swallowed into a panic attack.
This leads me to now. I finally said 2024 was the year and I scheduled a boob job. I had my consultation and I have my surgery scheduled for July 31st. This is something for me that I’m doing for myself, and it will help me feel happy in my body.
I am asking for donations for anyone who would be willing to help pay for my surgery as well as new tops and bras that I will need. Anything will help, even if it’s just $25 to help for a new bra. This isn’t an emergency surgery, nor a life or death situation, so if a donation is not possible or against morals, that is completely okay.
I am just asking for any help to help me gain control, self esteem, self confidence, lose the body dysmorphia, help stop the panic attacks, and help me be comfortable and happy in my own body finally.
As a now 24 year old woman, I have been constantly wrecked by my insecurities about this for half my life now. It’s like they attempted to start growing at puberty, and then just stopped. They never grew, while a lot of people around me developed. This has caused such low self esteem for me as my perception is warped because of how small my boobs are. Tops that work for “small boobs” are too big for me or I don’t even fill them out, and it makes me hate myself.
This has caused so much body dysmorphia personally within me. I constantly wear ultra padded bras just to make it look like I have SOMETHING, I cover behind only t-shirts because I’m too self conscious to wear anything else, and looking at myself is extremely difficult because of it. While being poked fun at by people I love and care about is fine and appreciated as a joke, I do get made fun of seriously, and have gotten bullied in the past, as well as insulted; because of my small boobs. I’ve also had people assume about my age and gender because of my small chest too, which just adds to the body dysmorphia. I have had so much anxiety regarding my boobs and it has caused many panic attacks from many different situations. People are always understanding, but it’s something that is deep rooted inside of me.
Of course I have accepted my body for what it is, as this is not a part that I can change naturally. But acceptance does not always mean happiness. And I am not happy when I look in the mirror, when tops made for small boobs are still too big for me, and when my body dysmorphia or fear hits and I’m swallowed into a panic attack.
This leads me to now. I finally said 2024 was the year and I scheduled a boob job. I had my consultation and I have my surgery scheduled for July 31st. This is something for me that I’m doing for myself, and it will help me feel happy in my body.
I am asking for donations for anyone who would be willing to help pay for my surgery as well as new tops and bras that I will need. Anything will help, even if it’s just $25 to help for a new bra. This isn’t an emergency surgery, nor a life or death situation, so if a donation is not possible or against morals, that is completely okay.
I am just asking for any help to help me gain control, self esteem, self confidence, lose the body dysmorphia, help stop the panic attacks, and help me be comfortable and happy in my own body finally.
Organizer
Lexi Monke
Organizer
Mesa, AZ